Wtf is my problem? I can’t even be in a relationship without thinking the worst of a guy. I LOVE William Michael Coursey and I still keep thinking the worst of him. Why can’t I just accept that he’s an all around good guy and that he actually loves me for me and that he’s NOT cheating on me and that he really wants me to move in with him, be his wife, and have his children. We have so much in common and when we talk I can tell that we are two puzzle pieces that belong together. We just fit like that. Is it because of my past that I’m having trouble or am I just being paranoid? I continually find myself asking him who this girl or that girl is. Do I really not trust him to love just me or do I not trust myself to trust the right people? And if so, why can I trust him with my heart but I can’t trust me with his? And if he really does love me then why did he even think about not talking to me because of some stupid shit my over protective sister said? I’m so CONFUSED but I know I still LOVE him and always will. He’s my sexy sugar daddy and I’m his sexy sugar mamma and I won’t ever forget it!